C.o.n.F.U.s.E.D

ok this time around nk story the feeling inside me...

well is it me or mmg semua gurl pn akn berpikiran sama..

hell off what people thought!!its mine that count..

well after all this is my blog so it is jus me and mine..

mukadimah mgkin agk mengelirukan..

ya u right me myself confused..

it is hard to jot down when it comes to private life..

senang story camni..opsie..forget..i dh share this thing actually..

tp utk lebih kejelasan lg let me story r nemo ye..

story ni more about love..ye nemo my move..mine..not urs!!

dating out since like 5yrs ago....the flashback begin...

'wey kalo kita kapel leh x?' soklan cepumas yg dikeluarkan oleh sajad kepada aku ketika kami sama sama sedang menikmati makan tengahari di arena jusco di seremban 2. termengkelan aku seketika sementelah memikirkan jawapan yang sesuai.'erm kalo ko leh terima aku mcam ni ok jek kot kalo kita kapel,ak pn dh start syok kt ko'(ok ayt last tu ak add up sikit).

drama swasta spt diats telahpun berlalu sejak 5hb4 2006 yang lalu..

yang mana masih segar dlm ingatanku ini..

yes i choose him instead of a few boys yg hadir dlm hidupku that time...

ye nemo i do got a few choices tapi DIA yang aku pilih!!!

erm untuk mengatakan yg aku cinta n sayang dia time tu...

that will be a b***s***. i will not go for that kind of joke and telling lies...

yes i accepted his proposed but without any cinta or syg..

oh tapi suka tu for sure r!!cos for me he was like so handsome with that kind of hair and style..

n apa yg membuatkn ak kagum dng dia is he never take a chance on me!!

that's what im looking for cos what for sure i am not doing the puppy love again!!

enough with enough!!that's why im choosing him n asking to God that im not doing any mistake by choose him!!

a years passed by...flash back once again...

'eh az, sapa sbelah ko tu?pakwe baru ek?'soklan yg aku x jangkakan langsung.'ni sajad r' balasku penuh kemusykilan.setelah sekian lama ak pergi bersama sajad untuk berjumpa dng HOS kami dan soalan sama dilemparkan tetapi dalam bentuk yang berlainan.'awak je ke sambung?sajad x sambung sekali ke?'encik yusof bertanya kepadaku sedangkan ketika itu sajad berdiri disebelahku.'erk..ni sebelah saya ni siap?'soalan yang diblas soalan...

ok that drama swasta berlaku time kami register for our bachelor program..

ye nemo begitula ketaranye perbezaan yg dpt dilihat on him..

and i do admit that he looks gorgeous with his new looks..

and time to get jeles...hahuahuahau~i hate in having such feelings..

and apatah lagi when he was the first MICET's student yg drove swift..

bertambah cemas r at ak ni nemo...

bertamabh cemas bila dia attend his high school's reunion and was appointed as president for the alumni..so start r aksi tumpang menumpang tukar menukar no tepon..damn..in quietly all those things happens!!then dkt facebook mcm2 rupa paras pempuan yg add..well azni ur boyfrens is getting a loads of attention nowadays!!and u get to be prepared mentally and physically..

this is what u get when u r having a good looking partner!!so now i just go with the flow..que sera sera azni..